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I have been trying to keep myself positive about the Panic(!) split and not take sides and not be hurt and look at all the good stuff and think about the fic. Until tonight, I think I've been doing a good job. 90% of the time since it happened, I have been in a good place with it.
And then I read the interview Brendon gave and, you know what? I don't think it's a nice interview. It made sad. It made me sad in ways Ryan and Spencer's didn't. It made me lose that happy I'd clung on to.
I really don't want to be all emo about it. Everyone else seems all happy and excited and I just can't see it. I hate feeling like this.
And then I read the interview Brendon gave and, you know what? I don't think it's a nice interview. It made sad. It made me sad in ways Ryan and Spencer's didn't. It made me lose that happy I'd clung on to.
I really don't want to be all emo about it. Everyone else seems all happy and excited and I just can't see it. I hate feeling like this.