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[wednesday_whimsy]

My room is in a state of being tidied, so it looks as though a bomb has hit it. (Yes, friends of mine, more so than usual. Thanks.)

I have decided it's time to sort my life out. First stop, my room and everything I own. Then my body. Then my job. I have roughly ten months until I turn 30. Some structure and feeling of accomplishment and overall well-being might be good before then.


Things I want to do before I'm 30

In no particular order...

- move house I hate this place. I mean, it's a good size and has two bathrooms, which is awesome, but it's so noisy. I feel like I haven't had a good night's sleep in three and a half years.

- learn to drive No one really needs to drive in York is the thing. I walk to work, I live in the centre of town, there are buses and a good rail service. I would however, quite like to get out of York and go places without having to go by train. It would make visiting my parents that much easier.

- lose weight Remember a couple of years ago when I was healthy? I don't want to be skinny or crazy about my weight and food, but I do want to be a healthy size again.

-find someone Here's the thing. I have really great friends who I love a whole lot. I have a great flatmate who I have fun with. I have a close family who care about me a lot. In 29 years, I have never had a long-term relationship. I've kissed 3 people and one of those made me want to vomit. Only one was someone I actually loved and was happy with. Needless to say I've never done more than that. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on a lot. Possibly it's my own fault, but I don't want to be alone forever. I want someone to love. Someone who loves me. On this whole list, this is the one I think is never going to happen.

-take a cake making/decorating course It's what I want to do for a living. My first attempt turned out quite well. They're angel wings.



-see The Young Veins It could happen. I want to see their pretty faces. And meet them. Do they allow hugs now there's only two of them? I want hugs.


In other news,

Comments

[ditchwitchbitch.livejournal.com]

That last photo is still the funniest thing in the world to me. AND YOUNG VEINS WILL TOUR IN MARCH!

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

I love that Bronx is like, "yeah that's my dad. what a dork."

THEY BETTER HAD OMG!!!

[ditchwitchbitch.livejournal.com]

I love that Pete's like, I'M GOING TO BITE YOUR FOOT NOW and Bronx is just like k whatever dad. HOW ARE THEY SO CUTE?

They will! And we will find them.

Also, you will find someone who is awesomely fantastic and not afraid of being in a relationship with you. This is also the point where I bring up you weren't that happy with that one particular person, and that they never deserved you in the first place because you are really quite awesome. ♥

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

I love that he's pulling on Pete's non-existent hair. Hahahah!

Part of my Christmas present will therefore be you getting Ryan Ross to hug me. ;P

♥ I just feel like it's never going to happen, you know? I just want cuddles. Is that so much to ask?

[ditchwitchbitch.livejournal.com]

That kid is such a cute little chubby bunny.

I think I can manage that. I also have spectacular luck with one Jon Walker.

I don't think so. Cuddles are awesome. ♥

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

He is precious.

That's just because he loves you and your guacamole.

♥♥♥

[unrequited-rain.livejournal.com]

they BETTER allow hugs. Brendon and Spencer do (or well, Zack pretended to look the other way while they all came around and hugged everybody)


OMG BABY :DDDD

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

I bet Jon gives amazing hugs. :D I really hope they tour.

He is so adorable!!

[unrequited-rain.livejournal.com]

YES. tour would be AMAZING. or even just shows you know? I'd drive to chicago! I know people who live there now so I wouldn't have to sleep in my car!

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

A show, in March, in California, while I'm there,would be awesome. ;)

[unrequited-rain.livejournal.com]

they're probably more likely to have one in cali, because that's where they're "based" even though jwalk lives in chi right now.

[spvinter.livejournal.com]

Cake making/decorating seems like such a fun thing to do for a living! I love baking stuff and decorating birthday cakes, but I'm such a lolamateur it's ridiculous.

I hear you on the relationship thing. I am 24 years old and have kissed three people and never had a long-term relationship. There was this one guy once who was nice and interested in me, but I ran the hell away from him because after one date he was talking about children. Just, hell to the no. I've yet to fall in love at all. And sometimes it feels like it'll never happen, but you never know.

I'd also like to see The Young Veins, but since I live in Sweden that doesn't seem very likely at all.

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

I kind of had an epiphany about it. Making cakes and baking completely calms me down and I'd be having fun at the same time. Seems perfect.

Yeah one date is too soon to be talking about kids. Eek! But yeah, I do there's someone out for everyone. We just have to meet the right people.

Boo. Well they might do a European tour after their album is released. That'll be my best hope too. :(

[frikatilhi.livejournal.com]

Your list is awesome. <3

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

Thank you hunnybunny :D

[khana.livejournal.com]

that list *does* sound awesome, and like such good plans to have. learning to drive never hurts (i mostly did it at 18 because i hated going to scool by buses that took 30 minutes to get to town from my village, but i'm really happy that sometimes, I can just hop in my car without being dependant on railway timetables and all that annoying stuff.), baking cakes for a living sounds *awesome*, and i totally hear you in the finding someone front. so far, i didn't really manage that, either. it's not really bad, yet - i'm 23, i have time, and if i never marry, i never marry or something, so what. my grandma (who asks every time, but is usually very sweet about it, and was even okay with a girlfriend, because it was *someone*.) will have to deal. but just being able to have someone who's there when you want someone to be there would be so awesome. my hamsters aren't all that good for proper cuddling. I just never know where to find someone. so far, I didn't manage to do it in three years of university, and if i don't manage there, where everyone seems to find someone sooner or later, then where, eh? meh.
you'll find someone, i'm sure. :)

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

1. Your grandma sounds awesome. 2. I was thinking of getting a pet too, but like you say, you can cuddle them, but you're not getting much back. 3. That's exactly is! Where do you meet people?

We'll both succeed! :D

[ditchwitchbitch.livejournal.com]

I feel the need to tell you, but you're not getting much back except unconditional love and endless entertainment. At least, when talking about dogs. My feelings on cats/other animals are fairly neutral.

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

I know they love you. All I meant was, you can hug a pet, but they can't hug you, you know. Sometimes it's nice to be held. :)

[sullen-hearts.livejournal.com]

I like your list ♥

[jacqui-hw.livejournal.com]

Thank you hon. Sorry I couldn't help with the other thing. *hugs*